This morning is kissed by the writing muse so let us see what wishes to stream through me for this entry! I cooked my love his morning breakfast (cooking is a favorite activity of mine so making my boyfriend's breakfast everyday is a real treat!) and I'm ready to ease into this day.
I snapped a photo of my piano last night while I was practicing - continuing my committment to practice at least 30 minutes per day, 5 days a week. January 4th 2024 was when I first started lessons and let me tell you...learning the piano for the past year, committing to my practice schedule, and seeing my hands move across the keyboard to play the music on the paper has been a DREAM.
I definitely wrote about piano in other entries - I think when I first started lessons. Learning this instrument is a dream come true! I know that when I leave this physical body and review my latest incarnation...I'd be so pissed, angry, upset if I saw that I never learned to play the piano.
I continuously reference how PSYCHISM - the artistry and mechanics of psychic and mediumistic skills - are just like Music Theory. The Chords. The Notes. The Time Signature. The Structure of a Song. I just...it is so so so similar!
When it comes to Psychic and Mediumistic Skills - the act of engaging in retrieving information about a person's life path and/or being an instrument for Spirit to provide evidential information - you must recognize that it is just like any other talent and not everyone is built to do this work. It just is a fact. I am not built for sports. I am not built for physics. I can take singing lessons, but I doubt anyone would pay me to listen to my singing. Even with piano! I'm nowhere near someone who has the natural talent for this instrument along with decades of lessons and practice.
Not everyone is a psychic and/or a medium. That's comepletely fine! Honestly...I wouldn't wish anyone to do this work. The Pop-Spirituality-Tik/Tok-YouTube-Presentation will fade. I can't compete with that monster because those "teachings" are just carefully created and regurgitated to entice people into a lull and there's just nothing true from that world that I have experienced in my life nor in my work.
The "Awakening" process that people online love to spew everywhere....the moment I hear that then I turn it off. I'm very away of the corruption and evil deeds done in this world. I'm very aware of how there is much more to life than meets the eye. I'm aware that we are in this incarnation and then we travel to wherever we travel after this body dies...
But! I focus on just being a Human and doing my own Human Homework and to be in body and as free from nonsensical distraction and lunacy teachings as much as possible.
You will only get into doing this work professionally, in a real way that is of the work, if it is within you. Just waking up and desiring to be a psychic medium is nonsense. Those who do that will quickly fade out unless they are master marketing geniuses...
The real work is just like music!
As I grow more into my years, my thirties, I find myself less attracted to all things "spritiual" since it just doesn't....hit me? I'm not sure. It just...I do not like "following" people nor do I enjoy to listen to people who are the "authority". My spiritual path is very personal and having these psychic and mediumistic skills does not mean that I am the quintessential "spriitual person". Hence why I stay very clear away from gatherings, conferences, fairs, and all that jazz that houses the "spiritual person" cringey archetype.
These skills are of the Intuitive Instrument.
I have been reflecting on my practice as February 2025 nears her end. I am incredibly proud of myself for my ethics, integrity, and maintaining my healthy boundaries/criteria. Lord...I know a million ways of how I could "build a following". Laundry lists of topics and identities that I could just craft into a public image and then all of my energy will have to be for continuing to generate the momentum for that public image to evolve into more of a monster.
I enjoy writing and these entries, besides the occasional entry for venting, are to teach people about this work from someone who does this work without all of the annoyances that formulate around any mention of the word "psychic". The more I write about the Reality of these skills and do whatever I can to combat the stereotypes, misperceptions, perversions, and all other XYZ tarnishing the real nature and beauty of this work then I feel like I'm doing my part.
Lord knows that if you find me spewing mumbo-jumbo jargon and 5D consciousness, Alien Savior Complexes, or even the opposite side of becoming a "truther" than you know that I have been invaded, I've been taken over, and someone call an exorcist.
This work is just like playing an instrument.