Yes! Another morning, another cup of coffee, and another entry!
I must say that following the Breadcrumb to destroy my (public) YouTube channel and transitioning back to writing entries on my blog has been such a treat!
I'm inspired to write this entry because of a reading that I did last night. I read this client previously so this was her second reading. She is navigating new terrain and uncharted territory so I felt like I did my job well as being a Tool. I received and relayed information about her present-day difficulties. I received and relayed various details about her recent Past and information concerning others around her which all served as a means to add more weight to the unknown information, predictions, that came through during the reading.
I want to write about the variances between readings. Last night's reading was up to my standards! It met my guidelines! Many more "yes" responses than "no" responses. Information that didn't click right away, but then made sense later on in the reading. Information that was unable to be validated, but then was matched with information that could be validated so there were the expected "I don't know" and "I'm not sure right now" responses.
A Dance! A back and forth! A board game! The topics and such were not the most pleasant, but I did very much enjoy being able to help my client with the skills I developed since 2009. Putting my wisdom and knowledge into practice! Feeling of value! And there was a good chunk of her reading devoted to mediumship so my client's loved ones knew they had to come through to let my client know they are with her as she moves through this new terrain.
The variances between readings....yes.
So! One week ago from yesterday, I had a reading. This reading was not up to my standards. I could move through my list of theories as to why this reading was not up to my standards. I'm not sure why. You can read my FAQ page as well since I wrote a bit about how unsure I am as to why readings vary between clients, the connection, the circuitry, the energetics. I have some theories. Anyhow, there were absolute "hits" that came through for this reading, but I just felt like the energy was of. And so! I provided this person with a refund.
Then yesterday's reading was like a complete 180 from last week's reading. Why though?
Well. I had a previous connection with yesterday's client since I read her last year. She read The Experience page on my website. She understand the process of a reading. She understand what I could do to help her and the actual way that I could help her. She also had a lot of energy charged surrounding the topics she wished to discuss so I was able to pick up on information so much more easily and the information was detailed.
When I was a baby psychic medium in 2018...I was so ignorant to the process of the work. I can see that Higher Mind - the Divine - the God Force orchestrated my "curriculum" so that I would read people who were very open and easy. Then my education shifted and I started to read people where the connection was not as strong as the "first group". The "first group" was to build my confidence and then the next series of groups were to show me the Actual Reality of this Work just like with any other trade job.
I write on a lot of my entries that a potential client should only get a psychic reading when he/she has a list of questions/topics for the reader to review. The Pre-Reading Work. And then mediumship should be done for a client after some time has passed since the loved one moved into the energy world. There are just so many variances! I really do find it fascinating (as I always say) and this Direct Experience with Real-Life-People doing the Real-Work is the best teacher.
Not every reading is the same. Not every reading with the same client is the same.
Readings are Mandalas.